The week of zero motivation
Friday, May 17, 2013

There are days where you filled with an abundance of motivation and feel like you could conquer the world, there are also days where you want to sit back and watch your hair grow.

Apparently I've been kinda down for god knows what reasons. I tried to ram in some motivation by waking up early to exercise, and it did work, for a while at least. Now I'm back to this worn out shell of me.

On the other hand, I could be feeling depressed because my days of freedom will be over shortly in less than a month. Where I will enlist in National Service. I'm not looking forward to it, but neither am I repulsed by it. Though I could subconsciously be dreading it, like a hell lot.

So a little update nonetheless, I am progressing somewhat with Day 4 and 5 of the video. Haven't started on Day 2 writing, there's another FFT in the writing but it's a really hard topic and I'm not sure whether I can make it make sense, so I have rewritten like the first page 3 times and it still didn't feel right. We'll see how it goes.

Meh, here's a video.

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